my 2nd wedding this sat is so.....
rush: i have to rush to the hotel after booking out on sat..
and that is if i can book out in the morning
uncertain: i do not know wat to expect, or what to do, or what to say.
i hate not knowing
no fun: its not a rara wedding without fun.
err... you are lost?
check out Rachel's blog...
hahahahaha
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Future Weapons: Gate Crasher
wow man... maybe i was just too bored today... so I watched the whole playlist of the Discovery "Future Weapons"...
and a lot of those new weapons are... woW~~~
and i saw this...
should have used this during my wedding...
hahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FuSPi16MVUo
and a lot of those new weapons are... woW~~~
and i saw this...
should have used this during my wedding...
hahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FuSPi16MVUo
RESERVIST...
going back to camp... with a different status..
well....
i don't know what to expect this time..
both in the training, and emotionally...
wonder if i can still run as far and as fast as i used to..
wonder if i can still carry the loads that i used to...
wonder if i can still manage...
but with God, i will,
and with PB, i know i can..
hahaha..
well....
i don't know what to expect this time..
both in the training, and emotionally...
wonder if i can still run as far and as fast as i used to..
wonder if i can still carry the loads that i used to...
wonder if i can still manage...
but with God, i will,
and with PB, i know i can..
hahaha..
Saturday, December 6, 2008
sabo-ed by someone
kena sabo-ed big big big time...
how can you tell me that there are "2 ticks" to the air con units that you are selling to my client when there is only 1.
and when have i tell you to install the aircon at that location?
and now when everything is bad, you want to threaten my client.
you are a real loser.
you cause my reputation to be placed at doubt.
you will not walk through this mud clean.
how can you tell me that there are "2 ticks" to the air con units that you are selling to my client when there is only 1.
and when have i tell you to install the aircon at that location?
and now when everything is bad, you want to threaten my client.
you are a real loser.
you cause my reputation to be placed at doubt.
you will not walk through this mud clean.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
wiping off the spider webs
well... its been a very busy, tiring & (painful) time for me for the past few weeks...
why busy?
AC was a test of faith, and everyone's "everyday knowledge & SOP"...
Its really by faith in one another that the leaders go and "do their things",
and its by faith in the ushers that we trusted them to carry out the job descriptions...
and with AC, everything else was placed on the back sit, for only for a while.
Jeff's side is up and running, and it was really by faith that everything work together.
why tiring?
emotional and phyiscally, its draining.
our decision to retreat back to OCC after AC was the best decision we made in Nov...
but coming back home (and to work & ministry)... well.. it sort of burst the bubble, and bring us back to reality...
how i long for the day i can just be free up, and do whatever i want..
with no bills to pay,
with no clients' face to see,
with no boss' naggings,
with no families' expectation and ...
with no ministries that drains your passion...
with nothing that hold us down...
that day will not come.. i guess... so..
suck thumb lor...
and that is why its so... emotionally draining..
you know its bordering you... but you can't do much..
and you are fighting it alone... or at best... with your loved one...
and you dont want to affect anyone.
why painful?
the pain in my legs substained during AC is still there.
Walking with sharp pains never feel good...
and with Army calling me back soon... i wonder will i survived the forest walk this time...
army.....
becoz of national duties, i will miss christmas duties...
becoz of their call up, i lost my calling, and now, i wont be doing my callings (forecast, invitation)
becoz of them, its confusion time...
ARMY...
"ARM" with a lot of "Y"
somehow... I lost it.
why busy?
AC was a test of faith, and everyone's "everyday knowledge & SOP"...
Its really by faith in one another that the leaders go and "do their things",
and its by faith in the ushers that we trusted them to carry out the job descriptions...
and with AC, everything else was placed on the back sit, for only for a while.
Jeff's side is up and running, and it was really by faith that everything work together.
why tiring?
emotional and phyiscally, its draining.
our decision to retreat back to OCC after AC was the best decision we made in Nov...
but coming back home (and to work & ministry)... well.. it sort of burst the bubble, and bring us back to reality...
how i long for the day i can just be free up, and do whatever i want..
with no bills to pay,
with no clients' face to see,
with no boss' naggings,
with no families' expectation and ...
with no ministries that drains your passion...
with nothing that hold us down...
that day will not come.. i guess... so..
suck thumb lor...
and that is why its so... emotionally draining..
you know its bordering you... but you can't do much..
and you are fighting it alone... or at best... with your loved one...
and you dont want to affect anyone.
why painful?
the pain in my legs substained during AC is still there.
Walking with sharp pains never feel good...
and with Army calling me back soon... i wonder will i survived the forest walk this time...
army.....
becoz of national duties, i will miss christmas duties...
becoz of their call up, i lost my calling, and now, i wont be doing my callings (forecast, invitation)
becoz of them, its confusion time...
ARMY...
"ARM" with a lot of "Y"
somehow... I lost it.
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